fuck myself

I am just not the one’s who’s there for you eh? Not the guy who helps you, not the guy who can entertain you the whole day, talk with you the whole day, teach you stuff all day. Go home with you, sit with you yeah? Dam I suck yeah? Hate myself for being jealous all the time… even when you are happy… I am jealous cos I am not the one who made you happy, I am a JERK shit fuck… WHAT　ｔｈｅ　fuck am I to do…